Well there is alot going on right now with my new project. Sazzy Bear Bits and Bows is the name of my new company I am working on stock to do my first fair to try and sell some stuff I handmade. I will have to take some photos to post on here soon. I am trying to keep busy to keep my mind off everything going on back home with my family. I am still a bit angry that I am not going into the office with my husband but that is a long story.... I just wish we could start all over again somewhere else....

Hate life in England right now...

There are some days when I think I really want to move now, and then some days I know I will be ok if we wait. But right now the day is move for sure... I really wish we could be close enough that I didn't feel it was a one or the other ... If we were living closer to Utah I could go home every few months then I would be just fine but living were we got to go home three years after the last visit sucks hard......feeling very shitty about it right now hate being here when I need to be home ...

Taken photos of the kids...

I love to take photos of the kids, I just wish I was better at it lol. But last night Sammy wanted to do some photos and I wasnt going to turn it down. Most times when I want to the kids do not and it never works out... so here is some of the photos we took...

My babies first year at big school....

It seems so odd that Gage is old enough to go to school full time.. Last week was so hard for him and I. He was not sleeping well at all then when we would get to school they were having to pull him away from me, he just didn't want to be there. I would leave the school so worried about him and spent half the morning thinking about him, and the first few days he wouldn't eat breakfast or school dinner. They ask me if maybe we could do packed lunch but I would rather he stuck it out and stay for dinner there. Today was a bad day too but his sisters and him all thought it would be a good idea to sneak into TTs room and watch TV last night after they had been put to bed so they were still up when Rob went to check on them at 11 pm. So this morning all I heard from them all is how ill they felt and that they needed to stay home, but I made them go and if it happens again the TVs will be taken out of there rooms they know it is not to be turned on on school nights at all....

Today is Gages speech therapy so I have to be there for that, and when I went in to get him out of class for it he was sitting back behind the coats with his class room buddy reading books he looked like he was having a great time with him, but it did take us a minute to find him lol.